To You, my loyal and loved friend, Max


we lived our life together, impossible to divide, in any other way than this.

he then came right after christmas, and sow the cold inevitable in You when we were sleeping.

he took You away and left me alone.
so alone i'm crying to get there with you!

here i lie down on my bed, which became twice as big since You cant heal my weary feet with Your loving warmth anymore.

crying a river now, when i look at Your favorite blanket on the sofa.
the blanket looks like it lost it's soul too.

colours weakened, seam a little torn.
-how much i wish You could have that blanket with You there, i know You miss it!

many times a day i run into something that reminds me about You.
just as many times it breaks my heart.
so i sit down for a while and cry silently for You Max.

my life was on the edge when You came to my life.

slowly and surely You made it clear to me, that YOU are the centerpiece of my life from now on.

my healing process started during those few first days.

no more smoky beer nights at my place.
no more intoxicated strangers in my kitchen.
i went to work to be able to support You.

we begun to excersize; hiking jogging, camping, fishing, going to the beach and run under the sun and we breathed fresh air and we both felt great!

skiing, building snowcastles, just sliding the hills in nearby forests and tracking local rabbits. just to mention a few.

those summers on our iceland, fishing, swimming and exploring archipelago by boat... -everything a dog and his master could ever wish for.

i know i did few mistakes with You, but luckily nothing serious or irreversible was done.

i love You all the way from the bottom of my heart, and did not hesitate to show it to you.

i'm so happy that i don't have any regrets about You.

You loved me as well, i know that.

-have You found Your girlfriend Jola from there already?

come tell me in my dreams, how are You doing there mate? please come.
i'll cover myself with your favorite blanket now, when i'm about to lay down.

hopefully you come get it.

i miss You so much, so much, so much...