@BlindDude I would rather smoke weed, but mom doesn't permit smoking in the house. Also, I'm worried that the 2nd hand smoke may get her ill. I've tried edibles, but I hate that it just suddenly hits you. Also, they're expensive. Alcohol is cheap. I buy vodka in the plastic bottles. I can put it into a different container and hide it from my mom. She hates that I stay inside all the time, but I'm happy.
@BlindDude I frequently respond to nasty things with more nasty things to posts by people I forget I am friends with. And vice versa. I drink too much, tend to blackout and when I wake up, I realize I said something unkind on LiveLeak, which fills me with guilt.
@BlindDude Oh! Does that happen to you often? Many times I want to subscribe and find that I already have! But other times, I want to say nasty things to them and find that I subscribed to them, and my previous conversations with them were amicable!